SHIT STEAM FUCK !!!

i was working on new map, a normal one, quake 3 remake, and after compiling and testing the map, my game crashed, so that i could only reset my PC. After new start and maptest, the map was completly a trash, had graphic errors and i couldnt fix it anymore. THIS FUCKING GAME SUCKS!!!! I spent a lot of time for this map and if i could, i would shot the programmer with a 357 straight in his head!!!
Ok, i should calm down... where are my pills ?!?!? ^^

yes, i do to. Also Hammer makes autosaves. But they are all crashed and i dont know why. I deleted one by one brush out of my map till there was nothing anymore, only a platform. After compiling i had the same problem. I think i give up...